transformed insomniac

Just to explain, I feel like I was either drunk, operating on a caffeine high, drugged, or just simply sleepwalking these past few days. Robot din daw. I haven’t been sleeping much. And I haven’t been doing much aside from working. And because my body clock has been a bit wonky from all the overtime-slash-stress-slash-pagod, it’s difficult to sleep *on time*. It’s already past 3am, and I’m still wide awake.

I went online, to find people to chat with and to tell me other bits of news, stories, information, chismis even. I didn’t want to share any more of my own sad news whenever I’m asked on my “what’s new”, (although it slipped out anyway), and did dig up some chikkas from willing storytellers.

But that was 2 or 3 hours ago. As I said it’s already 3am and most of my chatter friends have logged off already. I tried to get some shut eye, but couldn’t, so I went online again. Since my roomies are asleep, I’m in the balcony for some *all-on-my-own* time, with some knick knacks, chocolate milk and my laptop. I’ve just gone through almost all of my favorite reads, all my social networking sites, with some plus plus other blog sites I seemed to hop on to.

And I’m still up. Still very much awake, although my head hurts already. I hate being nocturnal especially when I *need* to be early the next day later.

Hmm… how do I get some good sleep? Am I doing something wrong?

lutang na utak ko….

i can’t seem to finish my posts…. i was thinking of something to write, but my mind seems to not be on the right way of thinking. and maybe i want to eat mcdonalds. i don’t know. i can’t seem to focus. i feel like i’m talking gibberish. garbage in, garbage out. huh? what the f*** am i saying? oh yeah… as i was saying… i haven’t had sleep, therefore i conclude…. i’m hungry.



Amidst the terribly busy day… this made my day (or morning, or whatever)

I say it again… I LOVE YOU DAVID COOK!!!! 😀

He’s wonderful. I want my very own DC…. please, please, please… give me one just like him… *sigh*