I love myself too much to allow others to treat me like shit.
I ran in the oval last night and I hope that this officially starts my training for my 10k run in December. I didnt time myself though. Next time i will.
When I got home, my housemates asked me how far I ran. I said 6 laps. They were genuinely surprised saying they wouldnt last as long. I told them that was only 2.5 km, barely what i needed to accomplish. Awws and aahhs. My teammates in dragonboat would not be as impressed, though, but a nice feeling nonetheless.
It’s like playing musical chairs. I moved yet again, but not offices. Just my seat. It’s my nth so I really have no feeling of ownership anymore. The funny thing is, I would have loved this seat a year and a half back, and hated it a year back. I’d say this is my version of reassuring myself that Ive healed, because now I can sit anywhere and still be okay.
Achieving balance is my mantra this week. So far so good. Let’s see, I am thinking how to fuel just 1 more side and I should be very much ok. Life is good.
I dont know what makes you tick, what makes you hurt, what pleases or excites you. I dont know you, aside from the superficial. So if Ive hurt you, Im sorry. I apologize for me being me. And hopefully you will forgive me. Kse gusto na kita makilala. Para mangyari yun, you have to let me in.
If I’ve given up on you, does it mean it was never love to begin with?
I realized that there are people who never ceases to amaze me; and at the same time, there are those who continue to dismay me.
The challenge is to know the difference.